"Hysteria is only possible with an audience" - Chuck Palahnuik

Welcome to my journal. Here I will be posting all my fiction, graphics and personal random thoughts (of which I seem to have many).

All graphics entries will be listed uner Grafx in the tags and will be public
All fiction entries will be listed under Fiction in the tags and will be public
All personal entries will be listed under Personal in the tags and will be friends only

I take requests for fiction and graphics

If you want to be added, please comment.

Thanks, Gemma!

Icon Dump 2

[01-09: Amy Lee]
[10-30: Girls Aloud]
[31-105: Lady Gaga]
[106-126: Hayley Williams @ VMA]
[127-131: Green Day @ VMA]
[132-138: Katy Perry @ VMA]
[139-141: Twilight cast @ VMA]

There's a duplicate in here somewhere but there's so many icons I hope you can let it slip.

Teasers:


( How do I get you alone? )

Title: Asylum [/4]
Author: Gemma (five_by5)
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
POV: 1st, Gerards
Word count:11,333 in total
Disclaimer: When you click on the link you hereby agree and acknowledge that what is on the underlying page is FICTION. I don't own anyone, merely the plot... and the mental nurse. She brings me my pills at bedtime.
Rating: R (Swearing, adult themes, death, suicide, insanity)
Summary: . My converse squeak against the filthy tiles and I’m constantly dodging tables and wheelchairs. I can feel each patient standing at their doorway, watching me after I passed. Their eyes burn into me. And so do their thoughts.
A/N: My first MCR fic in a year. Written for blck_cherry. She asked for a Bert/Gerard but I changed it to make Bert a better character. Final Chapter. I can't thank the commenters enough. I really really can't. You've made me beleive in my writing again. Thank you.

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3

( You Monster )

Title: Asylum [3/4]
Author: Gemma (five_by5)
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
POV: 1st, Gerards
Word count:11,333 in total
Rating: R (Swearing, adult themes, death, suicide, insanity)
Disclaimer: Don't own anybody. Plot is mine. Dont sue. I have £5.61 to my name!
Summary: . My converse squeak against the filthy tiles and I’m constantly dodging tables and wheelchairs. I can feel each patient standing at their doorway, watching me after I passed. Their eyes burn into me. And so do their thoughts.
A/N: My first MCR fic in a year. Written for blck_cherry. She asked for a Bert/Gerard but I changed it to make Bert a better character. Was 3 parts is now four due to cutting parts. Hope you enjoy. I'm sorry for all the mishaps and stupidness theres been while posting. I'm clearly very very rusty at posting. I was hoping this fic would be a success as well cause I worked so hard on it! Oh well. It's what I get for being smug I guess. So even though nobodies reading, I'll just post til it's done, may as well LOL! Again, enjoy!

Part 1
Part 2

( ”Frank.” “Too close.” “Suicide.” )

Title: Two Dimensional
Author: Gemma (five_by5)
Pairing: Amy/Jared
POV: 1st, Jareds
Word count:1338
Rating: PG-13 (Alcohol abuse, kissage)
Disclaimer: Don't own Amy or Jared, but the plot and Amys little story is mine and my plot.
Summary: . “What is wrong with you?” I ask her, and sit down across from her. She just laughs and pulls out her precious lighter. The one nobody is allowed to touch. She takes a cigarette from the packet and tells me, “I want to tell you a story.”
A/N: Written for omgthatsfun. You asked for this so long ago and I'm sorry it took me so long. I really am. I hope you enjoy it. And Happy Belated Birthday. I hope everyone enjoys. It's been a while since I've written this pairing.

( I despise her )

Title: Asylum [1/3]
Author: Gemma (five_by5)
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
POV: 1st, Gerards
Word count:11,333 in total
Rating: R (Swearing, adult themes, death, suicide, insanity)
Summary: . My converse squeak against the filthy tiles and I’m constantly dodging tables and wheelchairs. I can feel each patient standing at their doorway, watching me after I passed. Their eyes burn into me. And so do their thoughts.
A/N: My first MCR fic in a year. Written for blck_cherry. She asked for a Bert/Gerard but I changed it to make Bert a better character. Hope you enjoy.

They don’t believe me. They never did.
( It goes on for weeks. )

Title: Asylum [1/3]
Author: Gemma (five_by5)
Pairing: Gerard/Frank
POV: 1st, Gerards
Word count:11,333 in total
Rating: R (Swearing, adult themes, death, suicide, insanity)
Summary: . My converse squeak against the filthy tiles and I’m constantly dodging tables and wheelchairs. I can feel each patient standing at their doorway, watching me after I passed. Their eyes burn into me. And so do their thoughts.
A/N: My first MCR fic in a year. Written for blck_cherry. She asked for a Bert/Gerard but I changed it to make Bert a better character. Hope you enjoy.

( They don’t believe me. They never did )

[01-54: Skins S1, Trailer, Tony, Cassie, Sid, Michelle, Effy]
[55-79: Forgetting Sarash Marshall]
[80-85: Lady Gaga V festival]
[86-99: Paramore - Ignorance]

Teasers:


( Sometimes, I think I was born backwards )

Icon dump!

[01-24: Skins s3 (and 3 randoms that got mixed in)]
[25-39: Helena Bohnam Carter (Bellatrix and Marla)]
[40-52: Lady Gaga]
[52-56: Paramore Ignorance Gifs]



Teasers:


( Follow the cut )

Title: Let Go
Author: Gemma (five_by5)
Pairing: Mike/Billie
POV: 1st
Rating: PG-13 (Character death)
Summary: “Hey.” I whisper to him. Praying to someone that he can hear me. “You gotta wake up soon.” I say, trying to make my voice steady. If he can hear me…. He can hear me and he needs me to be strong.
A/N: I've not written in a year. So I hope this will set me on my way to being inspired again. Comments are the UBER love!!

( One. By. One. )

Lady Gaga Banner Tutorial



( Like a beautiful monster )

Thanks again for checking my tuts out!

Lady Gaga Icons.

[16 Paparazzi videos (10 still, 6 animations)]
[1 Glastonbury Quote (animation)

Under the cut

KTHXBAI

Teasers


( I Need More To Feed My Pop Heart )

Icon Tutorial

From this to this

Under the cut

( That was quite a show )

Icons under the cut

[01-42: Amy Lee (varous performances]
[43-50: Evanescece Video Animations]
[50-56: Paramore Video Animations]
[57-60: Never Mind The Buzzcocks Animations]
[61-62: Nightmare before Christmas Animations]
[63-69: Lady Gaga Animations]
[70: Charlie The Unicorn Animation]

Icons 43-56 & 65-67 are not LJ filesizes, though can be ammended to LJ filesize if requested to

( I wish I knew you before )

The tutorial is under the cut.... I tend to ramble.

It shows you how to make this animated gif.

Created on Photoshop CS3

( zomz i iz beinz of ze restlezz )

Movie posters (Photoshop Challenge rejects)

1 x The Looking Glass Wars
1 x Breaking Dawn
1 x Eclipse




( El under ze cutto )

More icons under the cut. Please credit me if you use.

[01-16] Lost 516/17 - The Incident
[17-27] Twilight@MTV Movie Awards
[28] CN Adult Swim's Take on Twilight Animated Icon
[29-48] Moulin Rouge
[49-59] Emilie Autumn

Teasers:


( We could be heroes )

Icons under ze cut!!!!

[01-23 = New Moon (teaser trailer & on set in italy)]
[24-60 = Evanescence, Anywhere but Home BTS]
[61-82 - The Cullens (as selves) (Ashley Greene, Nikki Reed, Jackson Rathbone, Robert Pattinson, Kellen Lutz)]
[83-85 = Amy Lee Live]
[86-95 = The Veronicas]

Teasers:

( Heaven in the middle of hell )